It's Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not
the one to blame: it's you or is it me? And all
the words we never say come out and now we are all
ashamed. And there is no sense In playing games,
when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We
had the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's
over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take
it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense
of wrong and right. I cry, I cry. I'm Shaking from
the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl
into my bed and throw away The life I led.

But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had
the chance to make it. Now it's over, It's over.
It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say
this wont last forever. You're breaking My heart, you're
breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never
be together. We could be over And over, we could be forever.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say
this wont last forever. You're breaking My heart, you're
breaking my heart. Don't tell me that we will never
be together. We could be over And over, we could be forever.

It's not over. It's not over, it's never over,
unless you let it take you, it's not over, It's
not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you.
It's not over.

Finally i'm back..... Part 2....

Ok so here's the continuation from yesterday's entry...

So on sunday, as usual, i had to go to church in the morning cos yet again i had to play for mass, i think looks like i'll be playing every week from now on. So fred came to fetch me about 8.30am and we headed to church, mass was not too bad eventhough i made one huge mistake during mass, but other then that, it was all good. So after mass, we went for breakfast with Keith and Allison at uncle frankie's again. Then after breakfast, we went to their house because Fred wanted to see his God Daughther Haylie since he havent seen her in a long time... (btw, Haylie is a Golden Retriever). So bout 12pm or so, we left keith and allison's place then fred sent me home and he had to go for some fund raising thingi. So since i've finish reading Breaking Dawn earlier in the morning, i had nothing to do but sleep... By the time i woke up, it was time to go for dinner and then to choir practice, surprisingly, quite a number of people showed up.

And then after choir practice, as usual we went to bangi for shisha/mamak, but this time it was with new additional people, Fred and James came along with us. We were there till about 1 then we decided to go back to keith & allison's to see keith play this game online, some horror game called Hotel626 or something like that....At first, we were all excited and freak about it, but because took like forever to load, we decided to play wii instead. But it ended up just the guys playing this new game dome bought, it was actually quite funny watching them play, unfortunately, i don't have the video. They ended up playin till bout 5.30am i think and i decided to say over.

And then the next day, nothing much happen, watched Stardust on astro with allison, then went home about 6ish to have dinner with the parents.

That's bout it tht happend for the past few weeks. Anyways will try to update everynow and then...till then, peace out..

Finally i'm back...

Ok i know its been a really long time since i last updated my blog, but i have been kinda busy, but anyways let me update on what has been happening in the past few weeks...

Lets start with the 27th Feb, it was just a normal Friday night until mark msg me asking whether i was up to having a wii session at Keith & Allison's place, so since i was doing nothing i said ok, but then we had to wait for keith to give us a reply. So i was waiting for one of them to give me a reply, i ended up watching Becoming Jane on Astro, which by the way, if you are a jane autin fan, you should watch this movie. So finally by the time Mark called me it was about 11ish pm but i still went on with the plans. So when i got in the car, apparently dom and mark had already begin their party earlier while waiting for keith & allison to get back home, so they were already in their happy mood thanks to Bear Beer...haha....but it didnt stop there, they continued in Keith & Allison's place with playing wii at the same time, i really dunno how to explain the athmosphere that night so here's one of the video's for your viewing:





So anyways, mark was too drunk to drive home that he and me ended up staying at Keith & Allison's place for the night, but dom and glynn manage to go home.

Then on the next day, nothing much happen, just went for lunch with dom, keith and my sis and after that in the evening going for mass as usual. And on top of that i didn't have plans for that night so thankfully allison loan me her Twilight book since i had and have nothing better to do nowadays, and i ended up reading the book till 5am in the morning, it was so good that i couldnt make myself put the book down!! For those who haven't read the book and already watched the movie, make sure u read the book then go and watch the movie again, you have a whole different perspective on it.



So on sunday, had to wake up early to go for mass cos i was playing, felt a little stone since i didn't get much sleep from last night's reading but it was worth it =P then after mass, went for breakfast with Keith and Allison at Uncle Frankie's and then after that had to go home because mum was making Laksa for lunch. And then after lunch, i went back to Keith and Allison's hse to Lepak there or more like to continue reading the balance of the chapters i had left of Twilight. For those how doesn't know Allison is my sister and keith is my Bro-in-law. That's why i'm always at thier place. So anyways, Fred came to hang out with us for awhile, he had dinner with us then we went for choir practice. so after practice, Dom, Glynn, Mark, Andrea, Keith, Allison & me went for shisha/mamak again at bangi, i somehow thinnk this is gonna be a weekly thing... we ended up going home about 2 in the morning...haha...

Then on Tuesday which i think it was the 3rd March, also nothing much happen just that i was craving to read New moon since i finish reading Twilight, so i was so excited when allison said that she finished reading it and she loaned it to me and of course i couldn't wait at all that i started reading it about 10ish pm and finishing the book the next day!!!! Again it was so exciting that i couldn't tear myself away from the book. And plus i was begining to fall in love with Edward Cullen (the character from the book)....haaaa...if only such person exists in real life.



So since i was done with New moon, i decided to go down to to mid valley to get the rest of the collection, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. So i took a ride from Alicia and went down, got the books and headed home..Mum said i was crazy jsut to go down to kl to get a story book but i didn't care, somehow i was too hooked on it already. So anyways as soon as i got home, i started reading Eclips and as usual, i couldn't tear myself away from the book but i had to in between for dinner and stuff... but i manage to finish the book early thursday morning!!! i know, i know, i sound like a mad person right now, but the book is really that good.



So on Thursday, thinking that i could start reading Breaking Dawn, My mum said we were going out to mid valley again, i didnt really mind since its been awhile since i had a shopping day with mum and alicia. So while on the way to Mid valley, Aunty Cath called and said that she and cheryl was in kl too, so we ended up meeting them at Bangsar Village, having lunch at delicious and then after awhile Eddie joined us after his exams. So after lunch, we walked for awhile and decided to go to Ikea cos it was having sale. So we ended up hanging out there until dinner where daddy, uncle sam and Ping came to join us. So by the time i got home, i was quite tired, but i still wanted to start reading Breaking Dawn. So i think i slept for about half hour and woke up again about 10pm and started reading and ended up sleeping about 6am in the morning but sitll not finishing the book yet, but then again, it is a very thick book but i was half way there.

And then on Friday, i woke up about 11ish in the morning, had my breakfast, and decided that i was gonna cook for dinner since rajiv was coming for dinner and all. So i went out with Juelena for lunch to Sushi King then headed to Tesco to buy some stuff for dinner. So when i got home, it was still way to early to start cooking so of course, i continued reading Breaking Dawn. So finally about 6 ish, i tore myself away from my book and went to the kitchen to start cooking for dinner, but in between of it watchign American Idol cos it was the Wild Card show. So we had dinner about 8ish and rajiv had to go back to work for some emergency meeting so he left about 9.30pm. In a way i was sort of glad so that i could return to my book...hahah...pathetic i know...but at about almost 12midnight, abby called and asked to go mamak for shisha, at first i hesitated then i still ended up going and got home at about 3+ in the morning...

And then on Saturday, didn't do much, just the usual, reading, sleeping, going to church and coming back to finish reading Breaking Dawn...

I think i shall stop here since i'm getting sleepy, will continue tomorrow about the rest of it...